The reality of a long distance relationship

This blog post was originally published in February 2014 and I’ve updated it in 2021 to make it more current (I talked about WhatsApp being a recent thing!) and with some hopefully more useful information. And, if you’re interested, my boyfriend and I are still together with the exceptional improvement of now living in the same country under the same roof – yay! So a long distance relationship CAN work.

Travel is essentially the centre of my life: much of my career has been in travel, my passion is travel, this blog is travel and my boyfriend lives across an ocean, in Boston, USA (for anyone who doesn’t know, I’m from London, UK). We met while living in Australia and decided to tackle a long distance relationship.

I get a lot of different reactions when I tell people this – I have some amazing support, and some who just cannot fathom it. I have learnt that nobody truly understands unless they’re going through it/have been through it themselves, so I think it’s time that I shed some light on the honest reality of what maintaining a long distance relationship is like.

Where it started…

So how did I even get into this? I met Alan, my American, when we both studied abroad at Monash University in Melbourne, Australia (2012). We were both ready to experience a new environment, a new culture, new excitement. Alan had been in a bit of a rut at university back in America and decided to throw himself into something different. I was at the University of East Anglia in the UK, in a living situation that had turned sour and in a relationship that was very bad for me; I had wanted out for a while but was too scared to do it until shortly before I left.

I had actually chosen my university for the reason that I could go to Australia (as well as the good course, obviously), after travelling there in 2009 and falling in love with the country.

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Alan and I didn’t happen straight away – there was a lot of uncertainty mainly on my part, I admit. I was determined to not get into anything serious while I was abroad, but after becoming friends and some pesky feelings getting involved, it just made sense.

We had spent months in Australia living in the moment and doing what we wanted – we were both in the same position, (as corny as it sounds) finding ourselves in our freedom from the lives we left behind. That carefree attitude helped us decide to carry on our relationship after we would both leave Australia. ‘What if?’ would haunt us if we didn’t at least try. So that was that and if we thought parting from each other in Australia was hard, we had no idea of the road ahead.

The difficulty of a long distance relationship

It’s not easy. That’s the first, most honest statement I can make. You don’t just go into a long distance relationship and have it work out all ok with no hitches. It’s a learning curve and something Alan and I have worked incredibly hard over. There have been arguments, many, many tears and a whole lot of love.

There have been times we’ve almost given up, thrown in the towel, and one time when we did. The issues are exactly as you would expect: not being on the same time zones, not sharing any part of your day except through messages, not being able to touch, or be physically together, or go out to places physically together on a regular basis. It can often feel like you’re living separate lives. And it can be tough when you go out with your friends and their partners, or see random couples out and about. You get that pang.

But I’m a strong believer that when arguments or obstacles come around, it’s down to how you both handle it and is a true test of who you are; as an individual, and as a couple.

The most common reaction I get is “How do you do it?”. My most supportive friends have told me how incredible they find it, and how much they actually admire that Alan and I do this. It’s one of the most touching and surprising things I still hear today, and it makes me feel very proud (also a bit bashful). It’s odd because some days it doesn’t feel like a choice – this is who I love, so I’m in it. But it is a choice. Every single day both of us make a choice to still be together when most days it seems as though the odds are against you.

Others have not been so nice about my relationship. I remember someone saying, “Really Kirsten, come on, it’s not going to work out, is it?” and another, someone I had only met that day, said to me “How could you not have sex for that long? I couldn’t do it. I need it all the time”. To which I can only say, yes, sex is great and it’s important, but this is a whole relationship. There is a hell of a lot more to it to that (what about the connection between two people beyond the bedroom, for instance? No?), plus… don’t you think we thought of that? A long distance relationship doesn’t mean no sex life. You are sorely mistaken if that’s your perception of things.


So what do we do to make it work?

This is very hard for me to answer, as there’s no set recipe (just like anything in life). We learn about each other and work around our schedules and personalities just like any relationship. We Skype as much as we can. Weekends for extended Skype sessions, and a couple of weekdays after he gets back from work (10:30pm my time, so yes, I have to sacrifice some sleep).

When it comes to seeing each other, we do as much as money and time will allow. Alan doesn’t get much time off from work (being in the US!) and I don’t have much money (hello, English Lit degree). We’ve always tried to have the next trip booked, or at least planned/thought out. The longest we’ve gone without seeing each other has been 5 months. They were really tough, but I find the trick is to just ‘forget’ about it being long distance and that being a ‘weird’ thing.

The moment you accept the way it is and know what you’re working towards (us being in the same place), it’s all worth it. That’s what we’ve always said to each other: this, us, is all worth it. Plus, we have some pretty amazing adventures in the world given the nature of our relationship.

You appreciate each other so much more, too. That moment at the airport when I see him, I have a huge wacky grin on my face and butterflies in my stomach – I essentially turn into a teenage girl, blushing and twiddling my hair again. I run up to him and try to hold him as close as possible. I feel his skin again, so familiar but brand new, take in his smell (it’s nice, promise) and we find it hard to let go. It’s as though everything has slotted perfectly, clicked back into place.

It’s that feeling that keeps me going and the constant reminder of how much fun we have together: he makes me laugh more than anyone else, accepts every weird part of me and we have some hilarious moments I could never share with anyone but him. I had always wanted to be with someone who was musical (check) and had the same political views as me (check). It also helps (and let’s be honest, it was pretty vital for me) that he loves travel, nature and is fascinated by the world around him. If that isn’t a match for me to fight for, I don’t know what is.


When people are nasty about our relationship, I always think: they have no idea. I don’t tend to talk about the ins and outs of my relationship with anyone, as people just don’t get it. There has only been one girl I have been able to, and that’s because she went through it herself. If someone shows their doubt or their judgement towards mine and Alan’s relationship, I now just feel prouder of how far Alan and I have come. And I know that nobody knows that apart from us.

It’s special to have that between us. We know who we are, what our relationship means, and just because it’s long distance doesn’t make it any less filled with love or hope than anyone else’s who are lucky enough to live in the same city. It’s very funny how quick people are to judge. Concentrate on your own happiness, don’t try to diminish others’.

Alan and I have to have a certain level of fight, passion and stubbornness to make us work, and I would not want a relationship any other way. I’ve done passive, not exciting, frankly boring relationships, and in some weird way, I think Alan and I are exactly the kind of people this strange course of events would happen to. That, and so much more, makes us great together and probably a very good mix to tackle long distance.

I’ve never been on more of an adventure with anyone; we’re always doing exciting things and sharing that same zest for life. If there’s one thing to say, it’s that we are never boring and I love feeling alive with Alan. I think that’s something worth hanging on to.

Party blowers and balloons via Skype for my birthday

Party blowers and balloons via Skype for my birthday


  • Caitlyn says:

    Oh, what a lovely story! I was drawn to your post as I have a similar story – I’m from Melbourne and my boyfriend is from the Netherlands. We met in Japan in a hostel and dated long distance for two years before I moved to the Netherlands. It definitely is hard! The worst thing was people demeaning the relationship, as if it wasn’t real as it didn’t look ‘normal’ to them. Hey, we’re still going strong six years later. Good luck to you two too, it’s hard work but it can work!

    • kpowley says:

      I love your story, it put a big smile on my face! What an inspiration to long distance working :) Exactly, it’s not what some people know so they disregard it as a way to fall in love/meet someone. Always makes me so proud when a couple can push past that. Six years is incredible :) I wish you all the happiness! Thank you so much, I really appreciate it.

  • Ayla says:

    Aww, I love this post! Yes, of course it’s going to be hard but if you love someone you’ll do anything you can to make it work and it sounds like you have a great relationship. The balloons for your birthday are so cute, I think that would have made me cry!

    I’m not sure I would have the strength to be in a long distance relationship (I need constant attention and looking after haha) but well done on you both and I hope, wherever you end up, you’re both very happy together :)

  • Virginia says:

    I totally agree with this! Having done it before and now (sadly) being back in the same boat as you, I understand you, although it’s never been as long as 5 months! I am seriously impressed at that level of commitment!

    • kpowley says:

      Ah that must be really tough to now be back to long distance, but at least you know you can do it. Aw thank you, that means a lot :) I’m making sure it never has to be that long apart again!

  • Love this! I’m in a similar situation (British, with an American boyfriend), so I can definitely to relate to a lot of your feelings on LDRs!

  • Same here, it’s great when there are other people out there who understand what it’s like :) We met when I was working in China after graduation a few years ago (he was interning in the same city) and we’ve been together (long-distance) ever since!

    • kpowley says:

      Amazing, what a great random place to meet! That’s really nice to hear that you’ve been going strong all this time. Hopefully you two can live in the same country/city soon :) (I’ll include me and my boyfriend in that wish, too!)

  • mendesashley says:

    I really really love this post, I am in a long-distance relationship too and no one can ever understand what its like unless they’ve experienced it! I live in America and my boyfriend lives in England!

  • gin says:

    I can also totally relate. I’ve been in a long distance relationship for 3 years, and sometimes, we spend 3-4 months before seeing each other. It’s hard, but it’s very rewarding. You know the other person very well, you talk so much, it’s incredible. I’m moving with him in june. The only problem with that kind of relationship : at one point, one of them should move.
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    • Kirsten says:

      That’s so exciting you’re moving in with him in June! Great news. Oh yes, there should be a plan and an end point otherwise it’s really tough (*tougher). Good luck to you both :)

  • Modki says:

    I’m in a cross-continental relationship – it does help to see the perspectives of people in the same boat. Mine has a number of massive challenges – there’s very little likelihood, for visa, family, work and cultural reasons, that we can ever live in the same country, so basically we’ve committed to a lifetime of a few months together alternating with two months apart. No home-building; no family. The other major issue is that he’s illiterate, so we can only communicate via phone and Skype. Sometimes, unsurprisingly, I despair; other times it’s bittersweetly amazing. Best of luck to you two.

  • Modki says:

    (Untypo-y version of comment)

    I’m in a cross-continental relationship – it does help to see the perspectives of people in the same boat. Mine has a number of massive challenges – there’s very little likelihood, for visa, family, work and cultural reasons, that we can ever live in the same country, so basically we’ve committed to a lifetime of a few months together alternating with several months apart. No home-building; no family. The other major issue is that he’s illiterate, so we can only communicate via phone and Skype. Sometimes, unsurprisingly, I despair; other times it’s bittersweetly amazing. But yeah, the ‘Pack it in; it’s a lost cause’ comments are very galling. We love each other. Why give that up? We can’t help things being the way they are. Best of luck to you two.

  • Jayden Finn says:

    Great post. Some really good points in there. Thanks for sharing your thoughts

  • Nadge says:

    My situation is probably the opposite of most of these comments. I’ve been with my boyfriend for five years (living together for most of this time), but travel has always been my passion so I’ll be away working this summer, potentially followed by a full year away teaching English. I have travelled solo before for four months, but some of that time we were together so this will almost certainly be the longest we’ve been apart. I know the summer will be doable, but if I end up doing TEFL for a year too, it will be hard. The hardest thing is feeling like I need to choose between sacrificing him or my travels, neither of which I want to do :(

  • Seema says:

    Really interesting read. My daughter is living a long-distance relationship and it gives me so much useful insight into the whole process. Thanks

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